Is the artist dead or on vacation?

I am not one to be open about my struggles, however I think it is important to let people see who we really are. Maybe it's because when I see someone who is struggling, I often can relate, and it makes me feel less alone.
So here it goes...

I am not blaming motherhood, although it seems to have happened at the same time, but I feel that my artistic side has disappeared. I used to love making cards and painting on wood. I even got a few compliments from co-workers and friends. I have always LOVED to dance, and been in classes for a few years now. I love to sing. But lately, I cant seem to keep up in my dance class. And when I heard my voice at a recording today, I was actually discouraged.

BUT... God reminds me that HE is the grand artist. He is the one who gives talents, and they should be used to glorify Him. Maybe I was too selfish with what He had granted me. Maybe that's why I am so discouraged because the things I love are requiring more effort these days. Doesn't mean they are gone, only that I have to work harder at them. AND most of all, I need to be humbled and reminded that they should be used to bring glory to the One who deserves it.

So maybe the artist in me has only left on a vacation...